Part twenty-one :)

o With life, comes pain and with pain, comes the time of healing.

o Silly girl. Your dreams would always be just that; dreams.

o If only there was a time machine that I could use to prevent myself from meeting you, my life would be much easier.

o Life must go on; no matter how reluctant you are, no matter how much you want to stay in this moment, no matter how hard it is to say goodbye and to let go. Life must go on, right 'self'?

o It took me by having him taken away from me to realize that he meant the world to me.

o I fell in love at goodbye.

o People; you can't please all of them. You'll end up dying trying.

o Your existence; it gives me a reason to live and also to die.

o Why are you so annoying? You're like an itch on my back that I can't scratch and it's driving me absolutely nuts.

o When guys and math comes to mind, there's only one thing that pops up along with it; can't understand them, don't want to understand them.

o You know that saying, 'I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.'
When you see it, you're saved, you'll live and life will be wonderful.
I don't get it, I'm at the end but I see no light.
Am I blind or am I meant not to be saved?

o 'Let's go, it's time,' Mother said,
Deep breaths taken, and I began my walk down the aisle,
Screams I hear, my heart was screaming at me,
'Fool, this won't change anything.'
I knew, but I didn't care.
Anything to forget 'you' ever existed.

o Our memories, I play it like a song,
Fast and slow, loud and quiet,
But rewind and pause, I can't.
Unreachable is that place we were in.
Too bad, so sad.

o I supposed lying would make things easier,
But it won't stop that nagging feeling I get,
When I say, 'Hey, I'm happy for the two of you.'
'Congratulations' was never that hard to say before.

My damned heart, what a weakling you've made me become.
One trigger, memories rush in, and tears would flow like a river.
The need to hate you is dearly wanted but no such luck.
Damn you, damn you.


It's been awhile, huh? Part twenty-one ends here :)