So I got bored and made a blog for the random things I wrote in my notebook. Sue me.

o If I were to collect 100 apples but I only have 99 apples and there’s no more apples around but yours, would you give it to me?

o Let’s pretend that today is just today
Like nothing will happen when the day ends
Like it’s just any other day for you and me
Let’s pretend that there’s a tomorrow for us

o Just because I don’t look your way,
Doesn’t mean I don’t think about you
Just because I don’t smile at you,
Doesn’t mean I don’t feel for you
Baby, there’s no need to be insecure
There might not be neon lights
Pointing at you at night
But _______,
I like you only

o I sit by the window,
Reminiscing the old days,
When I was still with you
My heart hurts,
I want you back
But no matter how much I wish,
How hard I cry day and night
You’re never going to come back

o I wonder what you’re doing right now
Are you missing me like I’m missing you?

o It doesn’t matter how long I’d have to wait,
I will always be right here waiting

o I remember when we were still so strong,
Days that seem so distant yet it hasn't been that long.

Something's changed,
I don't know what, when or how,
But it did
Something changed between you and I

We've lost it, we've lost it so
With each passing second, I can see it clearer
Things are different now,
Instead of love, its become a chore

We've tried, baby, we've tried
There's no use in denying it,
Look where it had brought us to

We're falling apart,
And I don't think we'll make it through

o When life gives you lemon, squirt them in your enemy’s eyes.
Too bad my enemy doesn’t have one. Even if it does, the lemon juice wouldn’t be able to reach it. My stupid chest would’ve covered it.
If it wasn’t obvious, my enemy is my heart, that stupid wretched thing that makes one feel.

o Stupid, there’s no need to try so hard,
You had me from the start

o You’re there, I’m here
Just a little more, I see you turning my way
I smiled, knowing that you knew I’m here
Because that’s how I want it to stay

o There are times, I won’t lie
Our eyes would find,
A fleeting moment, there’s that feeling
It felt like I just touched the sky

o I’ve always imagined that my life would be colorful, colorful than the rainbow even.
And it is, almost.
Everyday, I would find a new color to paint my life with. But still, it is not enough. Something was missing.
My favorite was missing.
(Are you my favourite color?)

o Life is like the ocean.
Unexplored and unpredictable.
Love is like the ocean.
It drowns and suffocates you. (Random, I know)

o "Love? It’s not love." - Me in denial
"How can you not love him when everything you do is for him?" - My stupid I-know-it-all conscience

Alright, that's it for part one.